Friday, February 13, 2015

I am so alone right now. and I am tired of drowning in my own thoughts and demons inside my head screaming that I am not good enough.I tried to talk to someone but they seems to not getting the gist that I am actually crying out for help. maybe they thought that's just me trying to make a small talk to them by whining about life.

 situasi mana dalam otak ni banyak sangat nak keluar so there will be some space kosong untuk ketenangan. tapi bila try nak keluarkan such as talk about it, only 15% je yang keluar. paham kan?

help me, for crying out loud!
you know when you expect some motivations from your friends but they kinda suck at it and they're like...

me: aku sedih la sebab tak dapat makan ais krim hari ni. ramai sgt orang kat kedai tu.
friend: ooh. kedai mana kau beli?
me: kedai xxx
friend: nak try la nanti.

paham tak? paham tak? tak paham tak pe lah.