Thursday, September 5, 2013

I usually hate first days. especially that involves something new such as first time getting into matricullation, first year as degree student.
sebab ape? 

new environment. Huge adjustments and adaptations to the new environments. Making friends which is also hard. and yeah. worst of all. homesick. it is so worst that even mase kerja part time kat parkson dulu. first day is only for 4 hours basically standing like a tiang lampu until closing time (mase tu shift malam), I missed my mom and home. leulz.

So. my point is. regarding my thoughts about how hard is it to face new experience and to be a first year student, I never thought final year is WAY hard. Sebab ingatkan dah final year, you've got your friends around. you already familiar with how things goes, and comfortable, it will be a hell of an easy times. good time.

bitch please.
It's a freaking nightmare. 

shitloads of big decisions to be made. works to be done yet you still clueless how to manage all that. Preparation for the new era which is your next step. master or perhaps just a decent job. Grown up stuff meanwhile deep inside, you are just a scared little kid. IT IS SOME SERIOUS GROWN UP SHIT.

so. yeah. it is not easy. final year is not easy.

final year about to start in few days. zero excitements. here goes nothin'. to all my peeps who are experiencing the same deep shicst like me, good luck! 

ALL IZ WELL.

Monday, April 8, 2013

masjid beijing

despite the fact that my fyp's future is still unknown or probably already on its way down the dump, I still decided to play around on the internet instead. this is one of it.

masjid beijing. bukan di Beijing, China tapi di Rantau Panjang, Kelantan Darul Naim, Malaysia. It have pointy roof maybe that is why it is called beijing. not sure masjid beijing is the real name or just a commercial name. forgot to check.





gambar selfies tanpa motif. this tudung is my current fav tudung and you'll be seeing a lot of me wearing this tudung in the future so...deal with it. haha.

Friday, March 15, 2013

you're a b*itch

One thing that I've learnt lately is..
you will not realized that you are such a bitch until karma hits you in the nuts. well, figuratively.
however, not many people will realize that they are in karma action but instead they bitch about how they were the victim.. and "I hate my life" or "life is unfair"...bla bla bla..
I admit that I was one of them until someone told me that
"bila benda macam ni jadi kat kau, cuba fikir balik.. mana tahu, suatu mase dulu, kau pernah buat benda tu kat orang lain..."
so yeaahh.. the moment of clarity. I AM INDEED WAS A BITCH.

that is why, we need friend(s) to make us realize something that we cannot see for ourselves. Bila dah mintak pendapat or nasihat tu, maybe kita tak boleh digest apa yang kawan kita cuba nasihatkan sebab kita marah and yang kita tahu,  kita je yang betul. but at least, think about it for at least a nano second. probably your friend are right. we are not always right, you know. we're humans.

nah.. gambar aryan comot to help u get the sense of thinking. mih mih mih... 

B&W selfies


percubaan untuk buat gambar black n white deep self potrait. homai. lawak
p/s: tudung belum bayar amni..
pp/s: gembira mata dah okay balik setelah mengalami zombie eyes for weeks walaupun sekarang ni infection tu still ada but sikit je.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Tengok balik gambar-gambar lama boleh menyebabkan penyesalan yang besar, kerinduan, sayu dan yes. you wish to be in that photo again.

Yup. That's what happened to me. As I see those old photos.. terlintas satu kelompok gambar. aku, kau, dan dia.

I guess, that was the last hangout ever that we ever enjoyed and had fun as bestfriends. Aku baju hitam. kau baju ungu. dia baju hijau.

Terpancar kat gambar-gambar situ. kita semua carefree. Happy sangat. Aku, kau n dia masing-masing suka ambik gambar and bergambar. We took photos almost every second in every place we go.

Oh how I wished I can have back what I used to have.

smile =)

I was browsing deviantart boringly then suddenly I found this amazing photo and I was inspired by it.
rasa mcm nak hasilkan sndiri gmba mcm tu

nah gmbar..

credit: shutter-shooter


by using tripod (kamera kene stabil kalau nak amek gmba gelap), slow shutter, torch light, and dark room.. voila!
*tak sama but.. it's something!!! :)




=)
I existed in their dark ages. When they become a better person, they look down on me despite the fact that they are  the one on the dark side. I’m just there when no one else does.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

hello =)
If you are close to me, you will know me enough especially about my passion that involves anything vintage especially in photos.
i'm a sucker for this types of photography. u know, a vintage-90's-lana del rey's music video-type of photos.
ai kasik u contoh oke,

source: Tumblr

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source: farfelus (check this link - semua gambar dlm ni are all like my type of photos)

pernah attempt byk kali sebenarnye nak buat gambar ni. it's not just about photography but it also about photoshop.
why I like this kind? usually gamba2 mcm ni bring out serenity, sejuk-ness and calmness to me. i'm not sure about u guys. hehe.

so here's my attempts.

this is my first attempt. kamera handphone SE 8MP.
yang ini, captured by muse rosli, edited by me. camera nikon d3100.

latest
 ada sikit nampak rupa vintage tapi belum mencapai satisfaction. grrr~

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

merindui tapi tak dirindui.
story.of.my.life.
:(

Monday, January 28, 2013

winter sonata ending of 2012 part 3

the journey continues on the third day until the last day. :)

on the train nak pergi gapyeong sblum naik kapal ke nami island



frozen fountain







nami island femes dgn cerita winter sonata sbb pengambaran diambil kat sana.

bento or nasik dalam bekas.(kot). haha

snowing yang agak lebat







basikal yg hero n heroin dlm winter sonata pernah naik.










sedikit kelegaan bila jumpa bara api ni. rasa mcm nk bakar tangan je sbb sejuk.

lepak sini sambil dgr lagu kim jong kook - men are all like that



sidewalk dah dilitupi ais n salji.rasa mcm nk gam paku kt tapak kasut supaya tak licin.

best meal ever.



lotte world indoor

this is the lotte world outdoor





 underground shopping mall

 tetibe ade orang tumpang bergambar.



our dinner. only fast food restaurant yang halal selain lotteria

last day, abang tourist guide lain ganti sekejap. ore kubang kerian.


gyeong bok gung palace




frozen lake

every few hours (not sure how many) akan ada persembahan diraja





our last meal in Korea before balik Malaysia



duk luar sambil pakai kasut nak g airport. sambil tu amek gambar byk2 sblum balik.

our luggage. byk kan?

 pakcik teksi yang tersalah dgr location yg mnyebabkan kami terlambat sejam. kami pulak blur. 


 so long korea. hope to see you again. :)

there you go. the chronicle of my journey in Korea. Surely the experience that I will never ever ever forget. 
:)